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[Aug. 9th, 2005|03:08 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i have deathcab-newyear stuck in head | ] |
ok.
i really,really haven't posted in SUCH a long time,
for anyone that reads this.
i don't pay attention to this,
nor do i really care because for some reason this thing doesn't allow me to receive comments or replies, or anything.
i mean, a lot of stuff goes on in my life, but nothing LIFETHREATENING.
well.
this friday, liz and i am goin' down to chameleon body arts in cambridge...
she's getting her tongue pierced,
and im pretty sure i'm either getting my septum or tongue.
if my dad doesnt let me, im beggin my mother to bring me.
yes.
so.
thats about it
oh yes,
and antonio got me a beautiful guinea pig,
named alfalfa.
she's a she.
and she's a hyper fuck.
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|12:59 am] |
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| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | kelly clarkson has been stuck in my head.ohmygod | ] |
today is the greatest day ever
at least i reaaally hope
i went to northshore mall with liz and her mom and her sister and blah
and all there was, was shit.. and i couldnt even look at anything cause her
mom was pushing us to hurry..so we went to the squareone alone.
and i expected to find nothing since i've been there at least fifty million
times already for a dress/social outfit.
i went into filenes, and they had the dress
the greatest dress ever......oh god, and in my size!
i thought i was going to die.. liz was freakin out cuz i was :D
oh, i was so happy. i have it on hold and please god let my mom pick it up
god dammit cause im going to die if it isnt.
yea.
and then i went on a search in sears for something to wear since i have no
money and my moms sears card..
liz ends up buying this sexy dress at debs, even thoguh i wanted her to
get the bright green spanish dress :D
and i got this jacket, and this patterned skirt at sears..and an emerald
green lace tanktop at debs.. and i got my pumps
so im all done
except for the prom, i need to get jewelry from my sister, and i need to get a wrap, and those really long gloves.. oh yea, and shoes
and maybe a pocketbook. anything that looks good.
sigh. i want this to be good
and im contemplating over getting a wrap to cover my fat..
or to get a tux jacket that matches my dress and wear it.
or get some fashion one at a chicks store.
i dunno. i like the tux idea, but it sounds so unformal
xo |
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| in the blame |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|04:57 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cranky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | unearth | ] |
i dont see why i am always blamed for food being gone
in my house. ok, i could understand a bit,since sarah's not here anymore, katies never here, and my parents dont eat much, but its always on me...
a bag of tortillas is missing, oh, lauren ate it.
why the fuck would i want a whole bag of nachos.
oh,a 2-gallon icecream thing is gone in 3 days, lauren and tony ate it!
the only fuckin part of it i had was 2 scoops so the can fucking suck
my fucking cunt if they wanna put all this shit on me. and they
always bring tony into play.jeez christ, imagine the day we breakup. |
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| not doin to well |
[Mar. 21st, 2005|09:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | recently...ffaf | ] |
yet again.
i havent posted in some while
the past two days, i havent been doin to well.
the past 3, in fact.
everyone seems to want to make me feel like shit
and after thats all over, i got people doin it from every angle
unintentionally, that is.
i dunno. theres just something wrong with me, or my place in the crowd.
i just get really stressed out now, some for good reasons, others for stupid
i dunno whats with me and tony
no problems really, i love him and all.
but i told him im not marrying the first person i date. i know
that sounds ignorant and selfabsorbed,but im really not trying to be
ive already told him i want to see, but he feels as though he knows
we are right for eachother
i dont
and i dont want me and him to end
i just want to feel something else.i dunno. i know no one else would
want to date me cause im ugly and shit. or thats how i feel
and thats how ill portray myself.
ugly and fat
ok. another thing is liz, liz fuckin torres. shes really been tickin me off
for some time now. shes obnoxious, but she doesnt notice and doesnt wanna
hear it when people bring it up. shes suddenly gawking over myspace guys.
i really thought people were my firends. i never treated them like shit, kidding or not. i fuckin dunno what i do to anyone. all i try to be
is nice,funny, somewhat or something of a nice nature. i dont treat people
like shit and then fucking fake apologize just to do it again. god i hate RHS
i just want to get out of fuckin highschool as fast as i can and get away from all these people
all i want in may is my gym, my piercing, and im off. thats all
after that, id be happy to run off somewhere else, failschool, or anything. btw, im still fuckin gettin straight as and a plusses. but i still get shit from the parents. i dont even know why i fuckin try. i should just start gettin into drugs or some shit like that. maybe ill get skinny and some friends, either real or not.real in the sense that they treat you like one.
god, i just wanna plan and set up my life right now so i can just get the fuck out of here. oh god. i dont know but everythings just coming out in a bad way to me.i try to act happy, be funny, but nothing fucking helps me really.
i know people in this situation, not even, this is a weak situation, but situations worse than this, much worse, cut themselves. but fucking no way will i go that low. id hate myself even more.
i'm such a fuckin loner too
i cant stand it
i just want fucking someone to be there for me.
i know tony is, and god do i love him for it, but one person isnt enough.
im just so depressed at the time.
so depressed
i want someone to come here and cuddle with me,
or come with me to boston, or something. just enjoy me. |
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| will someone please call a surgeon? |
[Feb. 2nd, 2005|12:01 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  jubilant | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothingbetter-postalservice | ] |
to crack open my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting for better company??
ive been constantly listening to postal service.i dunno
why, i just seem to have a fascination..also, death cab for cutie.
thats another
i got an A+ on my english exam; a for term.. no idea for semester
86 on my spanish;A+ on term, A for semester
96 for bio. 108 term;++ for semester grade
and 95 for geo.A+ for term;99 for semester grade
history.i have no idea. but i did have a 2nd term A average
yea,.thats whats going on educationally
goin to an MC game tomorrow with dani
then, fri im going out with liz and a few other friends for bowling
and movies.. if you wanna come just IM me at IkillerXbongI or comment. |
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| bored |
[Jan. 27th, 2005|06:47 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | alexisonfire//accidents | ] |
right now.. im bored as fuck
i just kinda finished the project with liz, wihtout fucking colleeen
never doing anything with her again.everyone is just so untrustworthy.
i have no plans at all for tonite and im soo bored.
fucking tony still has my cellphone, which gets me pretty fuckin pissed, i need it back.im gonna need it tomorrow, hes gonna need to understand that.sometimes hes so selfish in some ways.
agh. someone make plans with me or something!!
im me at >> IkillerXbongI |
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| motherfucker |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|02:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | nothing | ] |
hahahah. its been about 4 months, i suppose, since ive written in this thing.
im not really gonna say much..but i got my hair done.:D again. i can say that. and its sexy. im making many more friends and attempting to socialize with who i can. i have a camera. which is nice, and very fun. me and tony are still dating, yeseree, its just never gonna end :D.. gennara wanted me to post an entry, so dont yell at me if this is too boring or anything. im just telling whats happened. smeegles 8, and a bigger brat than ever. me liz& linda ==L to the 3rd power.im too scene for justin :D as if. gym is over, and writing process begins.EVERYONE IS SNOWED IN THIS WEEK!! a freaknig at least 2 feet of snow. its amazing.. and its supposed to snow more tomorrow.
i love it :D i wear makeup more. im evolving into a chick, isnt this amazing :D. ahhaha. i got tons of purses for xmas, which i myself think is pretty hilarious (if anyone wants to get me one, get me a hawt tote one!)
schools. school was fine...that was before finals. now im really edgy..
i know im doing great in geometry, i already know i got a 96 on finals &99 for semester grade.. and bio. i have 108 and a 96 finals grade...english, im a little worried because of a few questions, but in whole i think i did fine..now.. history and spanish is what i am really worried about..
history, i knew everything ive already learned, our moronic teacher
gave us shit he hasnt taught us yet. so if i fail the finals, im going to
whine to my parents and im probably gonna get a lot of other people that failed together to fucking set up something against this teacher.. spanish, i dunno. some of the shit was really confusin, and some was my fault for forgetting. but in the whole i knew what i was talknig about..
whatever. what happens happens
i just know the my term2 grades were pretty much the same as my term1 grades. my semester grade is gonna hurt:*(
i got my braces off :D:D:D:D
retainer at night. brush twice with simply white.
whatwhatnigga.
fucking tight yo.
ill post tomorrow :D
adios |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 10th, 2004|11:43 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | matchbook romance:my stories,your alibis | ] |
wow..its been a hella long time :x
i cant explain whats happened during the past like.3 months.
so..ill put it in short..
i still date tony, that asshole :), i go to RHS. and im a spitting image of a nerd :).. nah. thats kevin. anyway, i know mostly everyone in all my classes. so no problme.. i met these cool people ::thumbs up::. lunch is great. i usually stay in the area with tony and tom..tom moved to point of pines right near paige and cameron.. aha. i wanna see his new puppy pug and his baby squirrel.tomorrows columbus day and i am just so pumped up for shaving cream twats. me and liz torres are good friends :) shes so great.. yea.. i play on the RHS volleyball team! which sucks, badly..but hey. antonella is a fucking stupid cunt :) so is sabria poppollo however the fuck you spell her hick lastnaame.. shes such an obnoxious piece of shit..i have an a+ in geometry and spanish, and an a in english
anyway, thats all thats been going on. |
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[Aug. 19th, 2004|02:42 am] |
KIM RUINED MY HAIR.
ah shit.
i need to fix it. bad
i dunno if i should dye a color over the bleach..
or if i should get my hair done at a salon, and bleach the whole thing. I NEED HELP. |
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| so true |
[Aug. 5th, 2004|01:44 am] |
 Ready for the Knife!Get the operating table ready - cuz you my friend are most likely going under the knife. For some reason you are not happy with who you are - so you feel that you need to change. A word of advice: think it over carefully before you make any descisions. Because once you get cut open and added to there's no going back. Will You Become a Transsexual?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|11:41 pm] |
i love tony.
even though he can be such an asshole.
yea.nothing happened today.
bye. |
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[Aug. 1st, 2004|11:26 pm] |
hi...
im on the phone..
with danielle and ryan talking on the phone.
i was supposed to call tony.. but i didnt
IM SORRY :| :WHIMPER:
so, yea. I WAS IN AN ACCIDENT TODAY.
yea, nothing happened though.
so,yes.
and i went over danielles with my brothr
then we came to mine.
and did nothing
im still talking to ryan, but no danielle.
ryan wants hot kinky fone sex.
i shall supply. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 29th, 2004|11:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cheerful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | get low // i dunno | ] |
GET LOW
TO THE WINDOW
TO THE WALL
TILL THE SWEAT DROPS DOWN MY BALLS
i think..
hehe, i love this song.. who doesnt?
ehhe. nothing been going on. nothing at all , my parents still hate eachother, and my mom has to use an oxygen mask at nite now.
thats it |
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